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5th August 2009

8:30pm: CHIA OBAMA
chia obama - srsly?

24th March 2005

10:08pm: YAY!!

Just thought y'all should know.

Current Mood: sleepy

12th March 2005

How would you feel if someone you don't know too well told you that they felt like knowing you would for lack of a better word enhance their lives?
Current Mood: awake

10th March 2005

8:23am: Oh my!

If you know what that quote is from I'll give you a dollar.
Current Mood: awake

6th March 2005

12:04am: I actually could totally see this!
Your Life as a Celebrity by Karen_Walker
reason for being famous
plastic surgery you've had done
your tabloid scandalsex addiction
your stalker_whitewolf_
your best friend
your nemesis
the tabloids think you're dating
you're really dating
your secret lover
your bitter ex
how long you stay in the spotlighta year
Quiz created with MemeGen!
Current Mood: tired

2nd March 2005

5:47pm: Please do this!
I'm just narcossistic enough to want y'all to do this!

1. Who are you?
2. Are we friends?
3. When and how did we meet?
4. How have I affected you?
5. What do you think of me?
6. What's the fondest memory you have of me?
7. How long do you think we will be friends?
8. Do you love me?
9. Do you have a crush on me?
10. Would you kiss me?
11. Would you hug me?
12. Physically, what stands out?
13. Emotionally, what stands out?
14. Do you wish I was cooler?
15. On a scale of 1-10, how hot am I?
16. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
17. Am I lovable?
18. How long have you known me?
19. Describe me in one word.
20. What was your first impression?
21. Do you still think that way about me now?
22. What do you think my weakness is?
23. Do you think I'll get married?
24. What makes me happy?
25. What makes me sad?
26. What reminds you of me?
27. If you could give me anything what would it be?
28. How well do you know me?
29. When's the last time you saw me?
30. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
31. Do you think I could kill someone?
32. Do you think our friendship is getting stronger/weaker/or staying the same?
33. Do you feel that you could talk to me about anything and I would listen?
34. Are you going to put this on your LiveJournal and see what I say about you?
Current Mood: tired

26th February 2005

These pics of Christina Ricci are SOOOO beautiful!

Current Mood: numb

8th February 2005

9:38pm: jackass

I wouldn't say that I look forward to any day of my life. As a matter of fact, when I wake up in the morning I'm pretty much disappointed that I have to go through another boring day. Now I feel bad that a let a good thing go... or maybe I'm dumb for thinking that I ever had a choice in the matter. I've got your picture in a frame now above my bed. You probably remember the frame, there was nothing in it the last time you saw it. When I wake up and look at that stupid picture of you on the phone, it hurts like a ton of bricks crushing my heart. But every time I look at it it hurts less and less. Someday it won't hurt at all and we'll be able to be friends again.

Yeah, every day I wake up not looking forward to my life. It really feels like the only times I feel joy are when I'm distracted from the boring, repetitious monotony of of life. I think love is when you know this is the case but you don't care anymore. Or maybe love is when you can break down all the fluffy romantic bullshit to a comfort as simple as "I want to combine DVD collections with you." Or maybe I'm not in love and this is just another stupid infatuation to add to my list. After all, how can I say that I'm in love with you when I'm in love alone? All I know is that when I wake up in the morning to another day that I'm going to fucking hate, I would feel better if my sheets smelled like you.

In my song "Shimmering Bliss" one of the most emphasized lines is "the past will stay the same." No matter what bullshit happened, you and I were happy once and nothing that happens is ever going to change that. I want to take a moment every day to remember when we met. Everything was so simple then. We didn't know what was going to happen. I wish we could go back to that, but like a said, even if we can't go back it will never disappear.

I was talking to Matt and Jim once and Matt said something about happiness being having faith and hope. Without thinking, I said that I had hope but no faith. Jim said that the reason I had hope but not faith was that hope is faith with doubts. Faith is hope without fear. Maybe that's what hurts so much, was that I had faith in us. I had faith that the ground would catch me every time I took a step and that the sun would rise every morning to illuminate the shadows and the dark places. But then, with a few words from you and a couple tears in your eyes, the sun turned black as pitch and my "faith" collapsed below my feet.

But don't get cocky just because you have a tendency to be everything that I could ever want or need.
Current Mood: numb

5th February 2005

8:07am: yeah so garrett dumped me about a week ago and I haven't told a whole lot of ppl because it's so embarrassing. i've even lied to my stepmother about this and i tell her everything. what's the point of even explaining how much it hurts when anyone who knows me is gonna be like 'you'll have a new guy next week' adam, max, david, brian, aaron, benny, garrett... and now there's james. i seem to have trouble staying single. but james knows how i feel about garrett. but what's the point of explaining it here? no takes me feelings seriously and i don't blame them.

i'm so pissed at him.
Current Mood: sore

22nd January 2005

9:26am: Sheila is this right?

You Are 22 Years Old


Under 12: You are a kid at heart. You still have an optimistic life view - and you look at the world with awe.

13-19: You are a teenager at heart. You question authority and are still trying to find your place in this world.

20-29: You are a twentysomething at heart. You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences.

30-39: You are a thirtysomething at heart. You've had a taste of success and true love, but you want more!

40+: You are a mature adult. You've been through most of the ups and downs of life already. Now you get to sit back and relax.

Current Mood: happy

13th January 2005

5:48pm: Wisdom of the day...
"My dog has developed a strut. He lifts his back leg when he walks in what I can only describe as a 'Pimp-walk'. The vet told me not to worry, he just has Soul."

~Zach Braff
Current Mood: happy

8th January 2005

9:39pm: Pictures!
Sheila has come to visit! So I shall post pictures of... MYSELF! And Sheila...

Goth hotties

We're so cute!

Check out my new contacts!! Groovy shiznat, ain't it?

Hey the Spawn Animated Series is pretty cool! It made me want to cry!'

I need more Namie Amuro in my life...
Current Mood: happy

4th January 2005

8:11pm: I have a boyfriend again. *sigh* Just couldn't stop myself!
Current Mood: happy

20th December 2004

6:18pm: I'm so sorry...
I'm so sorry that I neglect you all. I feel like my life is running me more than I'm running my life and I'm losing everything including my mind. I'm sooo sorry. I haven't forgotten you.
Current Mood: sad

8th December 2004

10:11pm: oh lexy you're so sexy!


Yeah.. so now I watch Smallville like, a lot. (I'm borrowing the first three seasons on tape *blush*)

Current Mood: happy

25th November 2004

8:42pm: Look what the dinz has done to her hair now!

What do y'all think?
Current Mood: hungry

Current Mood: angry

22nd November 2004

7:14pm: GRRR!!

Want to know why? Look up info on the "Cultural Revolution" in China from 1966 to 1972.
Current Mood: angry

12th November 2004

8:23am: Savings accounts are awesome!

I made 11 cents off of interest!!
Current Mood: optimistic

7th November 2004

8:26am: Yoooo any jrock fans in the hizzouse.
Here are a couple files.

Download within a week!

Olivia - SpidERSpins
Really awesome song, can't think of a single person who doesn't like it.
Pierrot - Agitator
Nothing new, but a great song, especially if you like a good beat.

Is there anyone who can hook me up with new music and new files? I want to present new bands to people at J-Pop Help 101 at Anime Expo next year.
Current Mood: optimistic

What's going on?? Where is my Gackt? Where is my Hyde?? What are they doing? Where can I find news? Pics? Where are the updated websites? What are they doing??


I've been doing extra work this weekend for a couple movies, In From The Night and today I'm doing Believe In Me, which has SAMANTHA MATHIS IN IT who was once involved with RIVER PHOENIX!! And that's pretty awesome.

My dad is so cool. I was on a hardcore serious diet and so I decided to reward myself by eating some cheetos. While I ate cheetos I was watching The Empire Strikes Back - so as you can imagine, I was in a pretty embarrassing position. Totally violating my diet and watching STAR WARS AGAIN. When I heard my dad coming hope I rushed to the kitchen to put the cheetos away but I didn't have time to stop the movie. I made an excuse like I was gonna start doing something else, and what does my dad do? He informs me that when I stop the DVD, I can go back and watch it where I left off when I want -- AND -- the very next day he hooks me up with the EPISODE III trailer!!!! YAY! My dad is the shiznat.
Current Mood: nerdy

31st October 2004

11:38am: look! beauty!

YAY! The trailer really doesn't make "Closer" look like a good movie at all -- but look!! Natalie and Jude! In a movie together again!! YAY!! I didn't see Cold Mountain, but Jude had a nasty beard so he wasnt so pretty. But look! Natalie with all these pretty hairstyles and she's with JUDE!! YAY!!
Current Mood: stressed

28th October 2004

4:26pm: Why Leia is BADASS
Leia weeps

Okay, so here's my Star Wars thought of the day.

So Princess Leia's planet got blowed up. Yes, her WHOLE PLANET. Now imagine with me for a moment that you were on a space ship and you witnessed the entire planet of Earth get blown to smithereens. Everyone and everything you know is GONE. K? Have this picture in your mind?

Now later in the film, Luke's new friend Obi-Wan Kenobi gets killed by Darth Vader. So Luke mopes like a little bitch, and what does Leia do? Gives him some comforting words and a pat on the back.

WHAT??? Luke lost a relatively new friend (WHO COMES BACK IN BOTH FORTHCOMING FILMS) and Leia lost her WHOLE DAMN PLANET??? What the HELL is Luke whining about????


Also, Lindsay is dieting. Over the past 4 days I've eaten nothing but carrots, broccoli, iced tea, lemonade, and pistacios. Yeah I almost passed out today. Starvation, despite what supermodels may think, pretty much sucks.

And the belly is still there.
Current Mood: frustrated

21st October 2004

7:52pm: Dating a Jedi Knight

The Yodanator

Sky: So I take it that you're a virgin.

Aurora: Yeah, I'm saving myself for a Jedi Knight. I want a man that can give me an orgasm with his mind powers alone.

Sky: I don't think that a Jedi could do that.

Aurora: Sure he could! If a Jedi can make an space shift levitate after having sunk into a swamp, he can give a girl an orgasm.

Sky: If you're implying that Yoda can provide sexual favors, then this conversation is over.

Aurora: Nah, I don't think that Yoda would do it. I'm sure that giving sexual pleasure would be considered the dark side of the force. But I bet Luke would do it.

Sky: But Luke said he would never give into the dark side of the force.

Aurora: Bah! In the first movie, he wore white. The second movie, when Vader cuts his hand off? He's wearing grey. And in the third movie, all black. Why? Because he was TOTALLY being pulled into the dark side of the force. The Emperor totally almost had him, I swear.

Sky: So what you're saying is you're saving yourself for Luke Skywalker.

Aurora: If only he were real.
Current Mood: chipper

20th October 2004

10:38pm: Just a bit more star wars and then I'm done...

Look at him! Aww.

Bush? Kerry?? Bah! My vote belongs to Admiral Ackbar.

Admiral Ackbar for President

If anyone finds ANY Admiral Ackbar related humor send it to me IMMEDIATELY!! I'm on a hunt for Ackbar goodies. I find his goofy fish face incredibly amusing. Not to mention his goofy voice.

"I'm Luke, I'm here to rescue you!"
Current Mood: chipper
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